Note to self

I’m guilty of this all the time, but I can’t help myself – but I look at job sites even though I’m not looking for a new job, or I look at rental websites when I’m not looking for a new rental (yet).  Invariably, I find something I like and wonder what could be.  Then the realization that I’m stuck in whatever situation I’m currently in dawns on me, and I get sad and frustrated.  For all my negativity, cynicism and pessimism, I do think I’m a dreamer and that I can be optimistic.  But then reality hits and always disappoints.  I need to adjust my expectations.