My New Axe

Just received my Donic Ovtcharov Carbospeed blade with Donic Bluefire M1 Turbo rubber.  Hopefully 130 bucks well spent on a pro paddle!  I should be unbeatable at ping pong now (unfortunately my aggressive playing style means that I am wearing out rubber on my previous paddles at an exorbitant rate, so no idea how long this one will last!).  However, I am prone to losing focus, tightening up and getting frustrated when I miss some easy points – so with my weak mental game, I will always be beatable.  Very reflective of my wildly fluctuating and inconsistent game – from the sublime to the ridiculous, sometimes just in the span of a couple of points.